miss him so.

sigh.. after a long week of work, i have not closed any sales. and the thing is i am worried about my future. lucky my mentor told me that it is a common phenomenon. I am not that worried now. although there are a lot of surpressed anguish at the stuff i'm getting at work sometimes, i am lucky to have one guy in my life and that's (no surprise) Gary.

He's been around me all the time, comforting me, making me feel better although 90% of the time i am just spewing words after words of anger at the people i met for interviews and what they do to me.

i really miss having him around me all the time. stupid me got too used to his continuous presence in my life just before i started work. so guess what, it hurts thinking about him especially when i dun have work to distract me. tough but challenging first week, just the way i enjoyed it (i get bored when a job gets too boring). =)

i'm just very thankful for him being around. talking to me evening after evening. thank you for being a pillar of support when i really needed it. thanks. i do hope this job works for me as you said many many many times. =)

i don't usually do this on my blog. but then.. i really love you dear.. =D